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just woke up this morning to an unnerving reality check which later proved to be an emotional state bordering on another anxiety attack -- waaahh!!!! do you ever get that feeling when you wake up only to be confronted with unfathomable thoughts swimming in your semi-functional consciousness? haay... what a way to wake up... :(

anyways, i won't dwell on it anymore (hoping that i won't have to deal with it again, ayan lumalabas na tuloy ang psychotic tendencies ko). it's just days away before sweldo!!! i'm really psyched about regaining my financial freedom (kasi naman for the past 4 weeks or so since i resigned palamunin ako ng mga magulang ko ulit...hehheh). this early on, i've already been planning out how to spend my money...so many things to buy...hehheh...you know what bums me out the most? my youngest brother just bought a Sony VAIO Z-1 series laptop the other day at hindi naman ako magpapatalo syempre... hehheh...

here's my wishlist for next week (hopefully mabili ko naman yung gusto ko):

1. iPod Video Classic 60GB - haay...after the demise of my Archos Gmini which fell off from my pocket and got rammed by a bus :( i decided that it's high time to get a new PMP. Besides, where the hell would i store all of the mp3's and videos that i've downloaded for the past 2 months.

2. Sony Ericsson K810i - i've been yearning to get one of these babies for months na... i just didn't feel that i really needed it before but with my recent transfer back to manila, i felt that i would be needing a better snapper than what my current phone has and this would also yield better pics that would be post-worthy in my newly revived blogsite diba? more pics, more fun! :)

3. Clothes!!! - since most of my current clothes don't fit that well anymore, i guess adding more "figure-firendly" apparel is a must. just saw some wicked shirts @ eastwood (bargain price!) and after drooling at them from the thin glass windows of those stores, i can finally call them mine!!! wahahahaha!!!!

4. New Car Seat Covers - la lang, i just felt that it'd make my car look cozier plus it's been long overdue.

Haay... i just wish i could fit all of these things in sa sweldo! :)