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just woke up this morning to an unnerving reality check which later proved to be an emotional state bordering on another anxiety attack -- waaahh!!!! do you ever get that feeling when you wake up only to be confronted with unfathomable thoughts swimming in your semi-functional consciousness? haay... what a way to wake up... :(

anyways, i won't dwell on it anymore (hoping that i won't have to deal with it again, ayan lumalabas na tuloy ang psychotic tendencies ko). it's just days away before sweldo!!! i'm really psyched about regaining my financial freedom (kasi naman for the past 4 weeks or so since i resigned palamunin ako ng mga magulang ko ulit...hehheh). this early on, i've already been planning out how to spend my money...so many things to buy...hehheh...you know what bums me out the most? my youngest brother just bought a Sony VAIO Z-1 series laptop the other day at hindi naman ako magpapatalo syempre... hehheh...

here's my wishlist for next week (hopefully mabili ko naman yung gusto ko):

1. iPod Video Classic 60GB - haay...after the demise of my Archos Gmini which fell off from my pocket and got rammed by a bus :( i decided that it's high time to get a new PMP. Besides, where the hell would i store all of the mp3's and videos that i've downloaded for the past 2 months.

2. Sony Ericsson K810i - i've been yearning to get one of these babies for months na... i just didn't feel that i really needed it before but with my recent transfer back to manila, i felt that i would be needing a better snapper than what my current phone has and this would also yield better pics that would be post-worthy in my newly revived blogsite diba? more pics, more fun! :)

3. Clothes!!! - since most of my current clothes don't fit that well anymore, i guess adding more "figure-firendly" apparel is a must. just saw some wicked shirts @ eastwood (bargain price!) and after drooling at them from the thin glass windows of those stores, i can finally call them mine!!! wahahahaha!!!!

4. New Car Seat Covers - la lang, i just felt that it'd make my car look cozier plus it's been long overdue.

Haay... i just wish i could fit all of these things in sa sweldo! :)

Whoa! It’s been years since I last posted a blog article. One boring Wednesday afternoon, I was left with nothing to do but to listen to a bunch of technical gibberish, so I decided to do away with the boredom by reviving my blogsite so that I can rant away for the rest of the afternoon.

Just to give you an update, here are some of the note-worthy things that I’ve been busy with over the past months:

· I have recently transferred to e-Telecare after a 2 year stint with TeleTech. It was a bittersweet transition but I have thrown all of my cares away and just followed my newly developed professional instincts with a fervent hope that I won’t regret making this move. (wow…nagmamature na… hehheh)

· Lately, I have been so engrossed with medical drama series and most of my free-time have been spent watching shows such as Grey’s Anatomy and House M.D. I was able to finish all of the three seasons of Grey’s and I am really looking forward to the release of the bootleg copy of season 4 (which by the way is readily available at your neighborhood muslim DVD shop). These shows made me regret not pursuing medicine back in college but whenever I remember the gloomy faces of the med students studying at the hallowed halls of PGH, I somehow find a sense of relief that I chose otherwise.

· I am currently at a point in my life wherein I am still yearning to find happiness and contentment with what I have. I realized that I’ve wasted 3 years running after some ideological crap that most people yearn for – money, success, a stable love life. Baah! Right now, I am trying to back down from the rat race to just find what would make me intrinsically happy (yes…psychotic na ba? Hehheh).

· Yes, I have gained like 30 pounds – which was actually what I wanted before, but the problem is that a bulk of the weight seems to have piled up in my gut which I feel so insecure about. In a desperate attempt to trim down, I bought myself a sauna belt (which is a total hoax – imagine not being able to use it sitting down??? And u also have to wait for 3 hours after a meal for you to be able to use it) and an AB King Pro exercise machine which was very inviting, but again, it takes a strong mindset for you to be able to pursue an effective wellness program. Most of my stress lately has been eased out by either smoking (can’t quit the scag) or eating a smorgasbord. I just wish that I could start with a good fitness regiment soon…

I guess that’s it for this article since it’s turning into a novella already…hehheh…